30 September 2009

wake,up! giRL


banyak tahun yang lalu, waktu ku kelas 2 SMA perhaps (skitar taun 2004-an), lagunya trio keren Greenday 'wake me up when september ends' sering banget diputerin. Tanpa pernah baca liriknya pun, ku udah apal tuh lagu di luar kepala. sekarang dah akhir september. dan rasanya aku baru bener-bener terjaga saat ini, di penghujung september 2009 ini. feeling weird..

Gosh. i wake up just now and realize that i am a-still-no_One-19-girl. aku belum jadi siapa-siapa. selain cewe kecil yang lagaknya mau nantang dunia. padahal achievement yang bisa dibangga-banggain juga kagak ada. at least, buat nunjukin who am i ajah masih keleleran. did i waste almost all my lifetime?.. forgive me, my Creator

besok udah Oktober, kawan. i wish there's no more wasting time in my age, no more wasting money, no more wasting chance, no more wastE.. i will live fully, filling my every single minute with smile. i am happy to be here in this wonder world, Allah. Thanks for wake me up, several minutes ago,, ^_^